Just being introspective tonight
having just ended a good outing with a new friend
a new friend who seems to be of high standard
one of those types that really make you sit back and take note of where YOU fall short
Wow. I really need to step MY game up in a few areas
areas that they at least seem to be much stronger in
areas that you value and want to improve yourself in
yet frustrating in a sense that
you're attracted to them
and these qualities,
though at this early stage in the friendship are merely a first impression,
really make pursuing them seem like a daunting task...
you're gonna have to really be ready for that caliber of person
you can't be all lukewarm, so-so, nonchalant...
just kinda going with the flow in certain areas
They say they're intimidated by strong women
I say 'sure', some are
but this isn't quite the same...
I'm actually attracted to this one even more
I just have to do a little homework on myself,
a little self-inventory and assessment
...This is all really tiring
and oft times doesn't end quite like you want it to...